Dear You

I once thought that I would imagine what you are now for a long time in a warm afternoon. It was not until days of continuous rain came that I realized that I had stayed in the lonely and helpless days for your concern. You said that you stayed at the railway station for more than three hours the day before yesterday. It was already dark and raining heavily, while too much luggage made you unable to move. The person who picked you up didn’t come for a long time, you cried silly for a long time. At the time of narration, you had lost your melancholy eyes, but I could imagine how helpless and slightly pitiful you were at that time. This is a kind of self-torture. You said that when you saw the darkness at the railway station, you suddenly had a strong feeling: Originally, some sufferings were found by yourself. However, when you know this truth well, you cannot break yourself away from some idea that you have made up your mind. This is your bad habit. For a long time, you have lived in self-contradiction. Sometimes, I begin to doubt that I know you better than you. I know you are in love. A man is your first love, not handsome but tall. When you say he is full of joy, it seems that he can really be the only one in your life. People around you begin to imagine that the man you are with has a good look. Besides, he even has amazing writing style. You smiled. You said, he is not handsome, but willing to treat you well. All the people showed astonishment. When you were young, you said that you must find a good-looking man to live this life. Look, the words at that time are enough to prove how lovely and silly you are. I know a lot about you and know that your love depends on a sense of self. Just like more than 20 years have passed, when so many men who used to prefer you have new likes, they suddenly hear the news that you are in love. I admit that I was not optimistic about your love at first. You also know in your heart that you just graduated the year you were together, and he was just your first love. If you really want to be together, you have to wait for him for at least four years. This is a nightmare, waiting always makes people lose a lot of things. However, this is only the beginning of my speculation on you. On the day of beginning of autumn, when you told me seriously that you only wanted to talk about a love affair in your life, I realized that your love was serious and valued so much by you. You always believe that you have future lovers. And willing to believe that he will become his last lover. All right. When I wrote here, I suddenly found that I missed you so much. I decided to stop thinking about myself, afraid that I would spend too much time recalling you, but I would fall into a sad feeling and could not get out. Finally, I just want to say, dear, may your love last for a long time and be happy and healthy.

Zan (prose editor: Jiangnan wind) Phoenix Mountain Spring Tour

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