The girl in my village

The girl was 89 years old and 23 years old this year. Speaking of which, we seldom met each other in the past two years and seldom chatted with chat tools. We only knew that she also worked in other places and knew nothing about other situations. When I came home this national day, I met her in my hometown. When I was at home, I heard her voice from a distance, so I walked over and talked to her, however, she was surprised to find that she had been pregnant for 4 months. She had heard about her and her boyfriend before, but it was not the end of all the thousands of sails, all surprised how suddenly she had children. But because there are still some things to deal with at home, all of them are not asked in detail. When I was going to the hospital in the afternoon, she saw that she stopped me and said she would go to the county. I asked strangely, why did you go to the street so late? No car will come back later. She smiled. My current home is next to the county town. I won’t come back here today. I got the message, so I called her to go with me. On the way, I always heard her talk about her love story. Boys introduce themselves to each other, which is the so-called blind date. They used to chat online, sometimes making phone calls or sending text messages. Later, I came back to meet him. The boy picked him up at the station and then got along for a while. She said, if I were not pregnant, I would not be with him now. It was an unexpected pregnancy. The girl’s father scolded her severely. She didn’t want a child herself. She considered the abortion, but was afraid of all kinds of sequelae. Finally, she left the child behind, stay with him. I asked, is he not good to you? Not bad, but there is no special feeling. She said calmly that he would not be romantic, nor would he say a lot of sweet words and nice words. Life was just plain and light. I was holding my stomach, and I had to wash clothes and cook every day. But I noticed that when she spoke, she always had a smile on her face. She said, I still grow cabbage and radish vegetables at home. I used to have a bad temper, but now I want to lose my temper, it will also be brewed in my heart first, taking care of men’s feelings and this family. I also laughed, so to say, with him, you have matured a lot? Yes, I am indeed much more mature than before. The girl continued, I also considered finding a job in the county, but he said that the salary of several hundred yuan per month was not living in the county, and the daily fare and salary were almost gone, it is better to stay at home honestly. Anyway, he will raise her. I asked, what does he do? The girl said with resentment, who knows? She said to raise me. She didn’t know what the mess was doing all day. She said she had opened a shop for decoration, but every time I went there, they all saw him fighting for landlords in the store, and they didn’t know how much he could earn every month. Then you don’t care how much he can earn. Since he has said it, he will certainly be able to support you. That’s also true. Anyway, I have no money. Just leave him alone. The smile on the girl’s face seemed to be full of happiness. I said, do you have a picture of him? Show me. The girl thought for a moment and said, no, he didn’t look good. He thought it was not bad in the previous video, but how did he grow up like that when he met. I joked that you were still cheated by that feeling? The girl’s smile is more intense. Then he also said some short words from his parents, saying that boys are careful in budget, can run the house, spend less money on themselves, but are willing to spend money for her and so on. During the whole conversation, there were no topics such as houses, flowers and rings, only plain and satisfied. I looked at her and began to think about what human love is and material stability, or is it finally turned into the bland of family affection? But after all, this is the result of two people creating together. Sometimes people lose their original heart and slowly don’t know what they want. They always can’t grasp it in pursuit of happiness, maybe what I want is plain, but I am not willing to be lonely; What I left behind after the prosperity and loneliness is also a heart injury. But is there no one worth staying? Or has your heart never thought of berthing? Maybe we should all ask ourselves this. When getting off the bus, there was some light rain. The girl said that he was waiting for me at the hospital and driving a motorcycle. I didn’t ask why you didn’t want him to pick you up at home on a motorcycle. I suddenly didn’t know how to say it, just thinking whether two people who understood each other and waited together would wait for each other so calmly. She was holding an umbrella, carrying a bucket, holding her belly and disappearing into the rain. I actually saw dementia, and I felt a burst of sadness in my heart. What I wanted was just this little happiness.

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