I and love, waiting for you in the original place

Anyway, I and love have been waiting for you in the original place. Even if you don’t come back to the inscription (Wen: Time flies), I think it is still far from dawn, but I have been awake. Tossing and turning on the bed without any reason, making the bed creak. The Watchman wandering in my heart last night expected the darkness to flow into my eyes. I expect a letter or a phone call from that person to ignite the cold light in my heart when the night comes to brighten my mood. However, my wish fell down in disappointment and was scattered in the silence of the night. Lonely loneliness, like blood, flows freely in my body. It releases a lot of bad emotions and makes me suffer from insomnia overnight after night. I hope helplessly that the dawn will come soon and the warmth brought by the sunshine. Perhaps, only it can drag me out of deep miss and boundless memory, making my mind bright for a short time. The night wind flickers the wind chimes on my window from time to time, making a jingle sound. In the past, it was a wonderful note, which would make my expression pleasant and full of fantasy and hope. But at this moment, for some reason, the voice sounded so harsh that it was not in harmony with my damaged mood. I even began to hate the sound, so I pulled up the quilt and covered my face. I put my hand on my forehead repeatedly to confirm whether I was ill, but my mind was still so sober. If I want to forget anything, I can only use sleeping pills. When I woke up, it was past ten o’clock in the morning. I got up lazily, opened the curtain, pushed open the glass window, stretched out my head and breathed a few fresh air deeply. But I didn’t find the sunshine that I waited for many days. For nearly half a month, God has been overcast and rainy. What is presented to me every day is the gloomy gray face, which makes me inexplicably upset. Walk to the washroom and look at me in the mirror. The dark circles are deeper, and the eyes are much bigger. Even I envy myself. However, it does not match my gaunt face and is so ugly that I cannot see it. After washing casually, I searched aimlessly on the bookshelf. I wanted to find a book to read so as to get rid of heavy thoughts. But there is no book full of shelves suitable for me. I stamped my feet angrily and threw the desk calendar heavily on the ground. Xiao Hong, today we are going to visit the lake. There is a camera. Hurry down. Yang Weiwei Wenjia shouted downstairs. Thankfully, I finally found a chance to escape loneliness and boredom, just like being granted amnesty. During this period of time, if it weren’t for the company of these two best friends, I might have gone mad. I ran downstairs and saw Yang Wei and Wen Jia both pushing their bicycles and waiting outside the door. Wen Jia supported his bike, walked towards me and touched my face. Your eyes are bigger than Lin Xinru, my little beauty, marry me. Wen Jia said, holding me in her arms seriously. Yanwei, come on, give us a close-up. Wen Jia laughed proudly. Yang Wei really photographed us. I beat Wen Jia’s back angrily with my fist, and she even puffed up her mouth with a hippie smile, pretending to kiss me. When I arrived at the lake, I locked the car and looked around the lake. Ripple’s waves were rolling, connecting the sky on the other side. The swarms of wild duck and white gulls are flying and falling, and the time is near. The foam rippling on the shore roll back and forth up and down with the waves. In the shallow water bay near the ferry pier, couples are walking on the waves, enjoying themselves, and laughter is floating on the wide lake with the wind. At this time, how much I miss that person, who can also hold my hand, in the shallow water of that Bay, we share our deep love. The whistle broke my mind, so I suggested that we all go to play on the water. Just like when we were young, we rolled up our trousers, held our hands, poured water and played. We picked up the shells on the shore and floated on the lake. We shouted unscrupulously, singing messy love songs, and my face appeared long after seeing no laughter. At this moment, I saw a couple coming towards us. The girl’s hands tightly held the boy’s arms. They looked at each other and talked very closely, walking past me without anyone else. It was their accident that froze my smile just now. I don’t know why, my nose is sour, so I want to cry. We finished shooting all three rolls of film and lay wearily on the beach for a nap. Wen Jia said she was too hungry to eat at the restaurant near the lake. She treated her. I came out of the bathroom. Yang Weiwei Wenjia had already ordered the dishes and asked me what drinks to drink. They ordered orange juice, but I ordered beer. Wen Jia glared his eyes and asked me: are you okay? What can I do for you. I disdained to respond to her. After I drank a large beer in one breath, Yang Wei stared at me stupidly and asked: It’s been almost a year, how are you doing with that man? What happened between you? I don’t know. My voice is very loud, and my great stubbornness is sublimated in my mood. I tried my best to hide myself from my heart. Did that guy write to you and call you? I shook my head hard. It’s too much. When I see him one day, I have to find someone to beat him. Wen Jia beat the dining table vigorously, and the glass fell to the ground. The waiter came to ask what was wrong. I said I accidentally broke the Cup and we paid for it. On the way back, we all walked by bike. Along the way, Jia and Yang Wei asked this question with concern. I was afraid that I would miss the disease like Lin Daiyu. The Lotus hoe buried flowers and burned poems, and died after the soul sold the red building. I held my head up stubbornly, quickened my pace and showed them my strength. At the fork in the road, Wen Jia pulled my braid and sharply said to me, don’t let the heartless one make you die and die, take good care of your beauty, or you can’t marry. I stared at Wen jia. Wen Jia vomited sticking tongue out and walked away by bike with Yang Wei. After crossing the bridge, I raised my eyes subconsciously and looked at the Pine Forest in the distance. A path built by Stone, Yi Li stretched to the edge of the forest. I couldn’t help stepping on that path. I wanted to see the pine tree that I planted with that man last Valentine’s Day. Our wish bag is still in the tree, fly with the wind. At this time, it began to rain. The rain fell down my face and flowed into my mouth, which was clearly a kind of salty bitterness. That man, do you know? I hate myself and regret that I shouldn’t quarrel with you for some small things. I have to make who is right and what is wrong with everything, which will lead to today’s ending. Is it important who is or is not? Is it more important than our love? That man, do you know? As long as you can come back to me again, without words, as long as you look at me seriously, I will admit to you that it is my fault and earnestly ask for your forgiveness, never stick to my stubbornness, I really want to put down everything. The rain became heavier. I held the wish bag and looked at the pine tree. Thinking that this is the place where we swore hand in hand and agreed to love each other. It is also the beginning and original place of our love. Maybe you will never love me again, but I still give my true feelings day and night and remember that love deeply. This love, for you, may have been forgotten. Anyway, I and love have been waiting for you in the original place, even if you don’t come back.

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