Long time no see

Several articles in the previous blog were all about HC, and I was foolish enough to think about that time. However, I don’t regret it. I always have to go through it before I can see it clearly. Now, I have not contacted HC for nearly two years, and occasionally I can see from his comments in space that he is more and more restrained, which is not a good thing. I just accidentally think of that handsome boy. I didn’t grow up with him. I don’t know how he changed from a young boy to a young boy with goals and progress. Growth, this thing is really too magical. I gradually understand humility, and you also learn to keep a low profile and calm. I am very pleased that time has made all three of us grow. I deleted the articles I wrote for him before, which were really too naive and unattractive. At the moment when the delete key was pressed, I once hesitated for a moment. I thought whether we would really become strangers in each other’s lives after that. However, it was only for a moment that I finally deleted it, along with the deletion and the years I had been attached to one person in recent years. HC, it’s always too far. I’m still the girl who doesn’t count. Once secretly promised, it will never be only these three years. At this moment, I can finally recall you plainly, with a smile on my mouth, thinking of us who are young and ignorant. After that, we may have no contact again. I only wish you happiness. That’s all. Long time no see. In fact, it was only a month. I met you accidentally a month ago. Before that, it seemed that we hadn’t seen each other for nearly a year. You certainly didn’t expect to I am so embarrassed when you met again, and I didn’t expect you to smile and greet so naturally. The fellow LC said that I had never seen this kind of me. I smiled and felt helpless. After all these years, I still can’t let it go. I also think I am a little ridiculous, but I can’t laugh. Is it really the wrong time to meet, so it will be so tortured? I told my roommate that I would give you one year and one year for myself. What about one year later? I don’t know whether I have that courage or not. In fact, I have clearly realized that we are no longer possible. But it seems that there is still a glimmer of hope. This is very contradictory. And I am such a contradictory person, you don’t know. Now think about it, we don’t seem to know each other, and things have indeed developed like this. Every time I think about it, I have no way except shaking my head and sighing. Sometimes I really doubt whether I can forget that time or you, or both? My roommate said I didn’t understand your heart. And you don’t understand my heart. Both of them hesitated. Last week, a group of my friends in junior high school and I had a midnight carnival on KTV. We haven’t seen each other for a long time, and we have been counting for three years. There were also three of my high school classmates and one of them’s boyfriend, as well as a college roommate and her high school classmates. You don’t know how lively The scene is, and of course the atmosphere is a little strange. In the early morning, ZM, a high school classmate in the box, suddenly asked YH how my relationship with you was. Therefore, the topic about you and me was unfolded by them in this way. It is useless for me to be angry and lose myself. Then I naturally thought of the years we had gone through, which were supposed to be the separation after the two people who had no intersection continuously crossed. Do you feel tired? After that, I ordered several songs by myself, and some of them couldn’t sing. I was also confused. Of course, the group of people in the room couldn’t stand it, and they let me leave Karay toy machine. I opened a bottle of beer and pulled ZD, and asked her to open a bottle and dry it with me. She agreed. I can see that she is not very happy either, but thinking about someone. The first time I drank so much wine in one breath, my throat felt uncomfortable. My face was very red and hot. They took many photos of me, all of which were red. Later, I ran to order songs and sat alone on the Karay toy machine. There were familiar faces on the sofa opposite, but there was no you. When singing Sun Yanzi’s song [I miss him too], YH suddenly ran to me and smiled so evil that he told me whether singing so many such songs was thinking about ARUO. I admit that my expression was just stiff for a moment. You see how I am can’t hide your emotions and thoughts. When everyone decided to sing, I quickly grabbed a microphone. First, I cried with several girls [I love you], and I cried especially hard in the treble part. It was ZY and YH who sang [parting songs]. They finally gave up, and I was the only one still howling tirelessly. I know ZY has been looking at me since he mentioned your name. He sat on the Karay toy machine and I leaned on ZM’s shoulder. There was darkness there and I couldn’t see his expression clearly. But I know he is concerned about me or worried. Whether he was also surprised that it was still so unnatural to mention you for so many years. I drank a lot of wine and sang a lot of songs that day. They all said I was crazy and seemed to be a little crazy. And they don’t know that I did it on purpose, so that they don’t have so much time to struggle with the relationship between me and you. However, it has no effect. I chatted with my roommate today, but mentioned you accidentally. My roommate said I should try it once, maybe you still remember me. Maybe, is it maybe? I can’t tell you how you have grown over the years. How can you guess that there is no position in your heart. Anyway, I won’t complain. What you gave me is enough. I have known for a long time that maybe we are not suitable, even if we are together, we will be separated. Then, why bother to have another memory and then separate it. In the following years, I held the memory for a long time and couldn’t let go. In fact, it is not necessary. But I still look forward to it. I don’t know when the next meeting will take place. I think I should be able to smile at you impeccable at that time. I stopped to greet you and said that I haven’t seen you for a long time. Long time no see. Goodbye, but things have changed and personnel have changed. We have passed ten thousand years.

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