C Major: It seems to be a symphony

Shrewd I bought a ticket to board a Noah’s Ark with three members on Taobao as early as a year ago, but why didn’t there be the end of the world on the winter solstice. On the morning of December 21, I got up and looked at the intact Earth. I was in a mess in the wind with three tickets in my hand. It was just to complain that the unreliable Maya had evolved towards the otaku some time ago. They stayed in the dormitory all day to watch girls’ anime with young girls’ feelings. During this period, N packets of potato chips or a large bag of small van were eliminated by the way, of course, the matching cheap bird nest coffee is indispensable. Nodame finally got together with Qianqiu. The Wild Palace master was very moved by the love and tolerance of Yamada Yamada’s beauty. It is a perfect match for the tuohai and Qiaomei. The light and pure love of spring JT and Shuigu, the love of the detached man recruiting soldiers and buying horses and the radio wave woman connecting erlianshan is full of laughter and warmth. Huang Xiaoxiao is a glass of red wine with movies, I am snack coffee with anime, just like enjoying himself. After a few days like this, I got up in the morning and went to the balcony to smoke and found it snowed. The first snow in 2012 was more strange than before. Because this is a city south of the Tropic of Capricorn, it won’t snow at all. I rubbed my eyes and looked at it again. It was indeed an illusion. The sick life always makes people confused. But it reminds me that it was Christmas. Looking back on the six years I spent with C, it seems that I have not had a decent Christmas. Christmas is like Valentine’s Day for Chinese couples, but our wonderful combination has no love for this festival. Nothing else, just no love. On our third Christmas, I looked at the sweet couple holding hands in the street and asked C why we didn’t have a Christmas. C said, I have never seen Santa Claus for so many years, so Christmas has long been meaningless to me. C is really a fool, of course I can’t see Santa Claus. I have been to her house, and there is no chimney at all. Maybe, for us, the day when we meet each other for the first time in a certain year is the only real Christmas. Other dates have been dispensable since then. Perhaps it was revenge for my disdain in the past. This Christmas made me feel embarrassed and embarrassed. Looking at the shining lights on the street and the lovers with happiness on their faces, there was a faint burst of pain in their chest, just like accepting endless and repeated questions about your happiness? Won’t one be lonely? Don’t you think you are out of place with this world? That’s it. In this city with brilliant lights in December, all the brightness, all the happiness, all the happiness and everything have nothing to do with me. I am like a shabby beggar, sitting outside this world, I have nothing but the bitter cold wind. Miss you so much, miss you so much, miss you so much. A person walked back to the dormitory on the cold moonlight, and the only thought in his mind was to Miss C. On the last Christmas of C and I, they visited the commercial street to buy snacks and toiletries, because the next day C was about to leave the southern city and set off for a city in the north. Even though she had to catch the train early in the morning to get from the Tropic of Cancer to the Tropic of Cancer, we still wandered for a long time until late at night. On the way home, C suddenly stopped, so I had to stop, and we hugged and kissed together without knowing which one was active. Perhaps it is because of the winter. Even in the southern city, the wind is still a little cold at night and the Moonlight is a little dazzling. There was no snow or snow in this city, but at that time, it seemed to be covered by snow, and it was fixed as a piece of silvery white, and we stood in the center of this silvery with arms, at that moment, there was no one around. Then C murmured in my ear, let’s have a decent Christmas next year. Although I have been wondering why C suddenly said something like that, I still remember this agreement that can never be fulfilled. Memories must be this feeling, just like the moonlight covering the whole city at that time. It feels light, just light, floating in my mind. Maybe I am afraid that one day I can’t remember it when I get up, so I will play it over and over again in my mind to remind myself that I still remember it. But this Christmas makes me uneasy. Because just when I remembered what C said to me on the last Christmas, I found that the voice of thinking day and night was a little vague in my mind. After all, it has been two years. Under the erosion of the past HAILANG, even the solid rocks will disappear one day. What I am uneasy about is how long can I remember? In the end, the rest will be obscure shadow or blank. I remember that C once leaned on my shoulder and talked to myself in a low voice. I always felt amazing. The reason why we didn’t know for sure, our parents, our ancestors may not even have the experience of passing by, but we met in a certain year, a certain month, a certain day, a certain summer, then I stayed with each other in a certain year, month, day, summer, just like now, sitting on a bench in the Park snuggling with each other, looking at the orange sky, I sighed in my heart that it was beautiful and wanted to go on like this, as if it should have been like this, as if it could be described by words such as destiny, fate and fate. The sunset on that day was really beautiful, but it was indeed like this. No matter how beautiful the sunset in memory was, as long as it was seen by sitting beside C, it was heartbreaking. This heartbreak must also be doomed. C also said that if one day I am not by your side and can’t continue to accompany you, you must walk firmly, walk well and reach the end, it’s like I’m always by your side, because only in this way can my leaving be meaningful. C also said that moving forward on the road of life with lost sadness is what you think is a curse, but in God’s eyes it is a silent blessing. Those who should understand these words naturally understand, and I am too lazy to explain too much. Think about it like this, now I am just like the little girl who sells matches on a safe night. In fact, I don’t have nothing. At least I still have half of the matches in my hand. Although the warmth is insignificant, but it is better to take more roads before it is completely extinguished. At least it is not as cold as imagined on this road. This article was written today. Today is January 4, 2013. Early in the morning, a guy in love in the dormitory made a lot of noise, a festive look like the Spring Festival arrived. He said that today is a day that he can only meet once in his life. It’s really a hopeless fool. I’ll try to ask which day I can only meet once in my life. Can you still go back to January 3, 2013. What time machine and what crossing are unrealistic illusions, and what we can do is to pack up every day we can only meet once in a lifetime, and then devote ourselves to the unknown future without hesitation. However, this is undeniable. Today’s date is really special, so I decided to mail this date and this thing to you, C. Well, when I was smoking on the balcony, I saw you smile. It looks as good as before. It’s the shimmer of the morning, not the illusion.

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