20130513 eternal scar

It hurts to see the baby that my classmates are drying out in the space. I bet my whole life on you, but you spend a year blowing up all my hopes. Is your family really so poisonous? Why do I have a relationship behind my back? If you don’t want me to have children, why do you want to do things after I have children? You are so cruel. My whole heart is for you, but you are so ignorant. Who said you wanted children before you were pregnant? You have the heart to blow up my life, how can you have the heart to do the hands and feet of the child in the back? Others say that Tiger poison does not eat, but you eat it. Your filial balance is like this… how much I want to hate you, how much I want to leave here forever, and never pass the place we have passed, but I always get stuck with me. I miss you so much. I really want to be a child who has no chance to come to this world. Today I go out in a big sun and the sun is burning. I clearly know who you are no longer mine, I shouldn’t think you should hate you, but I feel so distressed when I bask in the sun, thinking that I will be basked all summer. If you know, you will think I am stupid, won’t you? I still miss you for loving you… after getting on bus No. 12, a station happened to meet the kindergarten after school. The empty trunk was crowded by those children and could not move, looking at them, my tears could not help flowing out. I got up and gave up my seat to an old grandmother with grandchildren. The little boy had a good sunshine and a good skin. My heart was broken all over the ground, I wish I had children, no matter how tired and bitter, but your family never cared… I shouldn’t have believed you when I knew it. I should have insisted on taking it outside for Labor, maybe my children won’t leave, thinking that I actually got to the terminal, huh huh… they all asked me to remarry you, and I also thought that I had never thought of giving up you sincerely, it’s just that when you hurt me, it makes me feel desperate. I want to have a good life with you, but I am afraid, I am afraid that I will give you my whole heart again and again, and you will give me despair again and again… I will take the train at 9 o’clock tomorrow. I really hope that I will never come back again, our old family has a legend that people with no conscience will die when they go there. Don’t you think I have no conscience? I wish I could go there and die there unexpectedly, because I am really tired. I really miss my father who taught me to read the seven-character scriptures… husband, I love you, but I dare not and am afraid to have a heartless you. God gives me too much to own and too much to lose after owning. I don’t want to own or struggle any more. I am tired, so tomorrow I will go to our old people and say that they can’t climb up without conscience. 3. I hope I can’t climb up. I hope I won’t come back again. I hope that I will die unexpectedly without conscience… husband, I love that you are heartbreaking and heartbreaking, but what you give me is that you can’t wipe out the eternal scar…

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